Passion of september

I Miss You
by Noeni23

I miss your bright sparkling eyes
And the way they look at me
I miss your kisses and your hugs
When you listen and you care

I miss the touch of your hand
All the things that we share
Together I will hold dear
So reassuring caring and
sincere

I miss all the endearing things
That you do, alone with me
I miss the days and knights
With you and look forward
to tomorrow

Knowing then that one day
We will be together holding
Each other I miss you

Circles of Fate
by lonely1234ab

beginning and end life goes on a wheel that turns and turns
some things die others begin and so the circle churns
life to death and death to life one dies and one is born
new loves start anew each day and old loves dead are torn
all around the circles of life are plain to see each day
happy to sad to happy its funny in a cosmic kind of way
fate has so much for us invisible to you and me until
it chooses to show its hand for all the world to see
and unlocked my broken heart as though it had a key
ill health was its reason and fate brought me to you
the wheel of life had made a turn and introduced us two
from deep down in the darkness you pulled me to the light
fate made you my guiding beacon one that shone so bright
your tenderness and care and your sensitivity, were strange
at first its been so long since someone showed those things to me
you cared more about my baby having never saw her face
than she did in that last year after hearing about her case
never did she ask me how she was or how was i and never was
she around when i felt i had to cry, never could i talk to her
or tell her how i feel i should have realised back then her love
just was not real, your kind heart has breached my walls and you
helped to bring them to the ground, i dont know where we'll go
from here but i hope you'll be around, you touched my heart with
tender hands and held it so it could heal, always a smile upon your
face you showed me i could feel, up and down and back and forth the
wheels show us the way but only when fate is ready too so watch for
it each day and you'll see lifes twists and turns in a cosmic kind of way

Indian cricket

After A long holiday Indian cricket team Went to srilanka. After so big almost 2 & half month holiday Huge for cricket loving country like India. Here in India cricket is like a religion for the people. Indian players in these holiday time were not in any scene. & suddenly In corporate cup (the corporate community arranged & organised Cricket matches) Indian leading team players will participate try to focus on their game! Dhoni the brilliant Indian skipper plays under Harbhajans captaincy & Players like dravid claims their place in team back! This team finishes corporate cup for that this team India requests srilanka Cricket board to schedule a matches without any gap. I mean no rest till final of the triangular series!

The Big Blow for Indian team is

1) Sehwaag is out of match due to sholder injury

2) Suddenly another Opener Gambhir suffers Injury & returs home

3) Zahir khan Leading Bowler injured so out of match

4) Virat kohli who replaced gambhir also get injured

5) Match has to play in day & night humid conditions so no experience of those grounds, climate.

6) No time between two matches for recovery of players - I mean after one match another match on next day no time for celebration, recovery, next game planning.

Main problem was they have to keep themselves fit in dry humid conditions for playing 5 days. difficult exam of physical mental & psychological intelligence.

7) In previous tournament It was clearly exposed that Indian batsman can not play short pitch ball as per they play other deliveries.

8) In second match angelo mathews took 6 wkts in just 21 runs. Indian inexperienced bowling get harsh treatment by Jaysurya,dilshan,kandambi,Jaywardhane.

In real tournament India come up as a strong team

first match against NZ, Indian Bowlers showed the tallent Got 3 wkts earlier 19/3 Then finished NZ within 160 what a performance by bowler, real raw stuff.

but In batting opener problem comes Dinesh Kartik New tallent but inexperienced, Yuvi also troubled, Dravid The WALL who come back after 2 yrs scored 15 after 42 balls Played with the old way! remember he was introduced in oneday again bcs of his performance In IPL T20. But sachin, dhoni & Raina hold their positions & got win with that they got No.1 position In ICC rankings

Second match Srilanka destroyed the Indian bowlling Dilshan,Jaysurya, kandambi hammered ruled & destroyed the line When India came to bat no batsman given a resistance. match finished in shameful defeat with loss of icc no 1 ranking!

t then In   Final India won toss for first time in this tournament Elected to bat.

 Sachin Icc ranking no 7 Scored century 138 runs in 133 balls with avg of 103. Dravid the WAll Opened the inning shocking & brave decision Goes correct & dhoni comes third best decision But after that pathan got out Yuvi scored fantastic cnock of 56 Not out. every one scored well as a result india 319 after 50 ovrs.  & here when sl opener come to bat they hammered & destroyed indian bowling once again. But then bhajji turned his fingers & got those crucial wkts. every batsman fumbled but india gave them a chance by misfielding dropped 4 catches & 2 chances of runout. big mistakes but still some how they manage to SL under 300 & won. May be every one says this may be fluke or by luck Or as they every one has his day that was India's day. but I can say that second match was trap. pure trap.

if dont belive me check this- *Dilshan & others got out by bhajji who never bowled them in second match. *Sachin scored century while in second match he gave a catch which looked like a simple but planned catch. *surprised opening by Dravid & sachin who together have more than 750 matches experience. *dhoni comes third to bat to juice the mathews & Malingas bowling. *by loosing 2nd match ind. made SL offGurad, They used that match as a study practice session bcs in final they milked the juice of mendis.

these are few points but still its contraversial. But i have a proof India never loosed a series in 2009 WIn series in west indies, win against NZ NOw SL. What you say about dhonis trap?? 

You're My Life
by bonnee(salma

Don't take it away
true love don't come easy
you know how I feel about you
don't make me go crazy.

Sometimes I wonder
and worry so much about it
but you tell me you love me
please don't doubt it.

For no sane reason loves break up
they do this all the time
Amer you know I love you so
still it enters my mind.

Every day is different
just like night & day
don't make me go crazy
don't take your heart away.

I'm so wrapped up in you
so unforgetable that's what you are
you're my heaven on earth
you're my shinning star.

Amer I love you
so much more than I can say
I'll love you twice as much tomorrow
and I need you in every way.

Rock Solid
by Firewerks

Now that you have found me

The sky is blue once more

Loving living each day now

New heart I so adore

Now that I have found you too

The birds they sing so bright

Warbling songs of happiness

and how this feels so right

And though we live so far apart

With miles of distance long

I feel you right here in my heart

A bond so bold and strong

Although this seperations hard

I hope that you can see

My love for you's rock solid girl

Till you come back to me

Broken Dawn

by Firewerks

Late at night when sleep won't come

Inside my head that beating drum

and how she left me standing at her door

When I think back to all the days

spent in her arms, that loving gaze

all we shared like shards upon the floor

Words were thrown like slivered glass

pierced and rended heart at last

could I live life like that and more

Did the heart that opened and I adored

get bumped and bent and over-scored

Into an angry, hurtful voice that I abhor

The years of hope now tarnished seem

with blinded eyes I held the dream

of finding someone true for evermore

Oh how does Love get split in two

what can be done to get us through

those hurtful drumbeats, crashing down the door

Shining Star
by Firewerks

Since I began this journey long
Questing for your spirit strong
Discovery of just who you are
Heart a blazing shining star

A simple thought occurs to me
As your great depth I slowly see
No person that I’ve ever known
Has as much as you have shown

Even I with Spirit vast
Am swallowed by your shadow cast
I have naught to judge you from
Cept starry sky or morning sun

All that you reveal to me
Causes me to surely see
That you are far beyond my realm
I deeply trust you at our helm

So when I underestimate
Your skill or heart or spirit great
It’s not because you don’t stand tall
But next to you, I am so small

And this is hard for me to say
Cause by your side I want to stay
I’m deeply humbled by who you are
You’ll always be my shining star

FEELINGS WRITTEN

Angel Song
by Firewerks

Out on a new horizon

a heart shines clear and bright

Calls me to the morrow

out of murky night

A new day it is dawning

I heard an angel call

Rhapsodizing from above

her spirit standing tall

She found me all alone this time

deep in my wilderness

beckoned by a sweet soft song

her depth of tenderness

Oh I've had thundrous glory days

she knows I've lived with pain

Still settled right beside me

and took away the rain

How long will heavensent songs ring out

in measured happy tears

Will they last a single night

Or stretch into the years

Who can claim a right to know

how long the angels sing

and who could ever hope to know

what wondrous gifts they'll bring

When Love Ends
by seekerblue

After the bedroom lights go out,
And I’m left lying in the dark,
Thinking about your parting words,
And pondering the reasons why.

It is then, that in the dark silence
The flood of tears start to break,
For tears are the silent words
That a broken heart can’t speak

The Moment
by Firewerks

An amazing thing in this cyber age

meeting online seems so all the rage

A picture, some words, in a blur just gone by

that one could stick, in your mind, heart and eye

Their paragraphs, bells, somehow ring true

past experiences (like yours) that made us both blue

A rhythem, some empathy, it sets a deep tone

before you know it, you're there on the phone

A voice softly heard, behind their past prose

sounds somehow so right, no wonder you chose

To enrichen and deepen mundane dialogue

that started and grew from such silly blog

And before you know it, you soon start to see

This friend's been down roads, parallel to me

It's gone now as far as can possibly go

With pictures and words, it's time to show

A meeting is set, time, place and date

Face to face boldly confronting new fate

Conjured ideas, rich fantasies drawn

Like fluffy pink clouds, right before dawn

Checking your clothes, or hair in the glass

in the next few hours, who knows what will pass

Will I make a new friend that is trusted and kind

will chemistry fizzle, in an alley now blind

From words I've a sense of who you might be

Do you live by them, Love by them, now we shall see

What changes will come from chance meeting this?

Could things go so well, it could end in first kiss

These thoughts and more, spring full-grown to mind

When contemplation meets moment, and what we might find

Healing
by Firewerks

My heart was not prepared for this

yet it has happened

Though it has been stolen

by unkind deceptions

before you ever came

For this reason, I am wary

Having been torn from my bosom

so many times before

I have kept careful vigil

That I might avoid that

Cruel little death I so abhor

Cut by jagged foul blades

so cruelly and insipidly incised

Obsidian rending flesh

while I screeched in ever

increasing and unyielding pain

So mortally damaged and deranged

I locked and barred the portals and edifices

Of the bashed and battered

mound of now pulpy flesh

That none would do such harm again

and then came a gentle rapping

and a kindly yet urgent voice

sweetly singing at the barred

and barren portal so ensconced

NAY say I, none shall ever

be worthy of interloping here again

No more injury could occur inside

without imminent death of being

Off with ye, none has trodden lightly afore

Still, I heard a tapping

and the sweet singing

that was present here before

and now words can be

heard within the gentle song

aye tis another grand deception

thought I, one more cruel trick

with which to mortally flay me

But this entreat was different

it came with a ring of truth

No bold professions of everlasting

and undying falsities

And as I listened, these words

were different than all before

there were no if's or but's

maybe was never uttered

Clear and untroubled it came

expressed in simple words

honesty, compassion, hope

Intrigued by this

I threw one bolt to better hear

Naer once did I hear the one word

I had been fooled by so many times before

Caring, kindness, healing

I heard these, for the first time

And for the first time, sensed

A simple profound truth within

Locks opened, the door inched

apart a fraction that I might hear

"I will not hurt you" and even though

these same words I'd heard before

The gentle manner in which they

were expressed, was unheard of

" I will heal you if you let me in"

" I know who you are"

What is this? None came close

to this before.

The chains dissolved,

locks, door and all turned to dust

I was understood

I was healed

New Love
by Firewerks

Soft as the springtime my love that is new

Warm is her river of Love coursing through

Her gentle sweet spirit swept down into mine

Mingling and mixing and roiling through time

So strong and deep this current it flows

Into our hearts, our passions, our souls

Two riverine paths now joined into one

Bursting up bubbling and rayed by the sun

Waft ever downward, the rivers so wind

Cooling, caressing , Loving to find

Merge of our spirits, setting hearts free

We'll dance together, down to the sea

In My Heart
by Firewerks

When first I looked into your eyes

matching April's evening skies

I knew you even then my dear

before you spoke a word,

you were in my heart

When I first held you in my arms

breathing in your female charms

I knew you even then my love

before you touched me

you were in my heart

When I first kissed your tender lips

and placed these hands upon your hips

I knew you even then sweet grace

before you kissed me

you were in my heart

When first we lay together then

And both discovered sweet soft skin

I knew you even even then dear lover

Before you caressed me

you were in my heart

When pyramids come tumbling down

when mountaintops crash to the ground

We'll know each other to the end

Before we loved

we were in each others hearts A life mostly good, but sometimes blue

And on rainy days when I'm feeling down

Just knowing you're there, brings me back around

Every day that passes when you're far away

somehow it seems so tinged with gray

I know you'll be back, as your heart is mine

Knowing you're there, makes me just fine

Someday soon back here you'll be

and in each others eyes we'll see

while we were parted our bonds grew

Just knowing you're there, says I Love you

AUGUST POETIC RUSH

Shortly After Midnight
by womball

Shortly after midnight
Into your room I go
And stand there gazing down at you
With eyes that love you so
Your head upon the pillow
Your arms down at your side
Your lips in a faint smile
Then next to you I slide

I kiss your eyelids softly
Run fingers through your hair
I feel your breath upon me
Do you know I'm there?
I put my arms around you
And hold you, oh so near
I whisper of my love for you
Although you cannot hear

I cherish every moment as
I hold you close, my dear
For time goes by so quickly
And morning's almost near
Though' you won't know I've been there
With you throughout the night
My love for you is ever close....
As darkness is to light

The First Time I Saw You
by womball

The first time I saw you,
I already knew.
You had my heart,
I truly loved you.

You make me whole,
There is no debate.
You're the one I love,
You're my soul mate.

You make me complete,
There could be no other.
The only one is you,
My one and true lover

I love you with all my heart,
My soul and mind
A love that together,
We surely can bind.

I loved you from the beginning,
There will be no end.
A love that forever,
Will only ascend.

My Special Someone
by womball

I bet you didn't know
That you just passed my mind.
You do this so many times each day
Since a guy like you is so hard to find.

I saw a falling star
Just the other day
For I sat there and thought
But only had one thing to say.

The wish I just got
I really do not need.
Because the only wish I want
Is a wish I have already received?

Some might even say
That I'm in another place
Every time I think of how you look
And that smile on your face.

To conclude the way I feel
About all the things you do
You are that special someone.
You're like a dream come true.

You're Unbelievable
by Bonnee(salma

You blow me away
with the loving things you say
I feel like a breeze
on a warm summer day.

You fill my heart
with so much love
how can I not
thank the heavens above.

I can't believe
I finally found you
I can't believe
it's a dream come true
I can't believe
that you love me too.

Still Loving You
by womball

When I first told you I loved you I had no idea
What those words would come to mean
All the joy, all the happiness I felt
Then was only the beginning
Do you remember how we used to feel?
How we were content to look into each other's eyes
How we would seek each other's glance
Just to share a secret smile
How the memory of a touch or a kiss
Could make us happy for hours
Sometimes still, when you're unaware
I stop and watch you thinking or dreaming
I wonder if you truly know how special you are to me
Everything I could ever ask of life
I find when I look into your eyes
You’re my life, my world, and my forever
And if I could write a hundred words
Or make a thousand wishes
They would be about you....

Restless
by MA DEZ

Here I am, restless in my bed again.
Wondering if I ever cross your busy mind.
Wondering if the sight of your face will ever light up my eyes again.
I am afraid of losing you.
Afraid that I will never touch you again.
I miss the memories we made.
How we made love everyday.
How every word you tell me comforts even the deepest fears I have.
I love you.
And because I love you I will justify how devoted I am to you.
Regardless of what happened, I will never give up on you.
I will never quit on the promise my love made to you.
Your love for me I could never repay,
And someday you will see that we were meant to be together.
We were meant to get married and have kids.
We were meant to live our lives with nothing but love to fall back on.
I love you.
And because I love you, here I am.
Restless in my bed again.
Wondering if I ever cross your busy mind.
Wondering how a perfect love can go wrong.
But I will never give up because I am in love.
I may falter, but I will never fail.
I am too persistent to fail on you.
You are my driving force, the reason I do my best.
But without you, I am lost. I cannot go on.
So I'm asking myself,
Why am I here restless in my bed again.
Wondering if I ever cross your busy mind.
And today I swear this vow.
I am not an angel but I am true.
I will always love you.

Without You
by womball

When you are not by my side,
I feel very lonely.
Without you being in my arms,
I feel like I am missing something.

When you are not around,
I do everything to make it seem like you are.
I could not live without you
Right here by my side.

You are so very special.
Too much for me to say
If I did not have your love,
I wouldn't know what to do...

When I look into your eyes,
I cannot imagine living without you.
When I see your beautiful smile,
I cannot help but think of all the good times we have had.

Without your love, and support,
I could not make it in this world.
Without your smile, and always happy face,
I would always be sad.

Everyday I am with you,
You bring a smile to my face.
And I just can't resist the joy you bring to my world.
What would I do without you?

You Are My World
by womball

The thought of you makes me wonder
How little things in life can get me under
It really made me see
That you mean a lot to me

You’re the light of my everyday sun
The laughter in my fun
You’re the formation of my favourite constellation
And you relieve me of all of my frustration.

You showed me the miracle of love,
And helped me when things got rough
You were there for me from the start
And now you’re the beating of my heart.

You’re the weakness in my knees
The warmth in a cool breeze
You’re the smile on my face
And the pace in my race

You invaded all of my thoughts
And impressed me with you’re knowledge
With all the special moments you’re stealing
You give my life real meaning

You are my knight in shining armour
Protective, like a daughter’s father
The thought cut through me like a knife
When I realized: you are my world

Silence
by chinkygiggles

You told me you'll just hurt me,
so I guess I must believe you
Now I manage stay away from you,
although it gives me so much pain
I am constantly thinking of you,
I almost wanted to text you
but I never did
I don't think I will ever do..
Maybe in time..
but not definitely soon.

Hair Brush
by GerDoyle

Get here as fast as you can,
Everything I told you,
Means nothing anymore:
Means something to me.
Anything that involves you, my life.

Knowing you are there.
In my life,
Never leaving;
Gentle touches.

In that sense, making sense anymore is unnessesary.

Leaving you would destroy me
Open as I am, I could not open to another.
Vastate my emotions
Everytime,

Your hair brushes,
Out into the air,
Under the invisible thread that holds us, I see the life we have; advance, slowly.

If only in dreams
by puresilence22

If in dreams I could still have you,
if in dreams you'd still love me too,
if in dreams there could still be me and you,
then I won't wish for reality if it only means losing you.

If in dreams I could still hold you,
if in dreams your promises would be true,
if in dreams you wouln't find someone new,
then I won't live in reality if it means living without you...

If in dreams you would always stay,
if in dreams, beside you I still could lay,
if in dreams nothing could come our way,
then I won't ask for reality if reality means pain...

If in dreams I could still feel your kiss,
if in dreams you'd treasure our mem'ries,
if in dreams it would still be me that you need,
then let me keep on dreaming if reality means tears...

If in dreams I would still feel your body next to mine,
if in dreams we could last a lifetime,
if in dreams I could turn back the hands of time,
then I won't ask for reality if it means you'll be leaving me behind...

If in dreams you would come back,
if in dreams we could have what we had,
if in dreams we would never be apart,
then in dreams I will live because reality hurts so bad...

but then again dreams are just dreams,
I'll wake up again after a long sleep,
the pain goes on as the new day begins,
for the dreams I held in my heart got away with just a blink...

AUG 2009

This Is better

Wings of a Dove 
by womball

He walked into my life and from the first moment, I knew
That loving him was all I wanted to do
When I look into his gorgeous brown eyes
Or listen to his sexy voice
My heart just beats so fast
In Him I have found my perfect love
God sent him to me from heaven above
Gave you to me to love on the wings of a dove 

When I think of all the things we do- I just smile
And my heart is filled with joy for a while
When I am away from him, his love, I do miss
Dreaming of his arms around me, and his loving kiss
In the night I dream of his lips on mine
This is the greatest love I could ever find
On my knees, I pray to God above
Thanking him for sending me an angle to love
And giving such a beautiful love on wings of a dove